I got a Christmas card through the post today! Thank you rebecs_wife for pointing that out! I felt a bit guilty since I had no idea who sent me the card "Carmen? Who is that?" I opened it up and saw it was from lichanny OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH ROKU WIFFEEEYY ;W;~ Oh I felt so bad for not knowing D:
I was so happy to read your card! It made me so smile, THANK EVER SO MUCH! ♥


December Game!
What is your desktop for this month?

I loved gasara 's contest entry for the SR contest on DA, so much I had to make it my desktop *w*♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ It's so nice to log on to! Once again thank you so much for the beautiful fanart ♥

Summer's Rain by *Gasara on deviantART

THANK YOU SO MUCH GASARA-SAMA I HAD TO SPAM THIS ON HERE 8D~ SO FUCKING PRETTY AND OH MAN I LOVE YOUR STYLE~
SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~

Tonight I'm feeling so motherfucking depressed as hell you wouldn't believe. Today was much better than yesterday was.
Still Christmas shopping and writing of cards to do, I need to make a 'Friends Only banner' I'm so tired and feel like crying until there is seriously nothing left, I don't know what the earth happened; but fucking hell it makes me love you more and more each day.




Oh feel free to completely cut me from your friends lists, I really don't mind. I suck anyway!

Oh man today has been such a LAZY DAY 8D, went back to Zen City LOL with my lovely rebecs_wife ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ tasty! *A*
Oh I also got to read her SR oneshot 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD *is bricked seriously in the skull for being so sick*

Oh man I can't finish dinner *so full up LAWL*

*does FAIL dance* Ugh have you ever had the sudden urge to draw something else then the thing your meant to be drawing?

Damn me and cape_carnival totally went out to Zen City to eat 8D. GOD THE FOOD SEEMED SO SMALL D:<

Feels like neither of us can draw today D: This sketch is basically FAILING HARDCORE D:< I don't right now I'm feeling slightly nervous and scared staying in the house by myself, Jack has a gig tonight so mum and dad went to see him play :3

:(

Oh hell I seriously wanted to get this linearted tonight, ugh I guess I could just stay up sketching to 2AM

I have such a sore throat, I think I'm getting a cold. FUCKING SHIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Well I don't know how I done it, but the computer is all back to normal *touch wood* So yay PHOTOSHOP!~

God all I want to do is go out and eat!

I feel so tired and drained today, the weather outside sucks D:

FFFFFFFFFFFFF uh what else could go wrong with the bloody computer? Seriously the internet stopped working, had to make another account. DOWNLOADED protection then motherfucking Windows Security Alert decides to go batshit crazy on me and not allowing me to open up programs such as Photoshop.
Then I found it its a bloody SPYWARE fucking hell, why the hell does all the shit luck come trumbling down in one week?! Scanning the computer now, so let's see what that shall do.
Hopefully cape_carnival can help tomorrow, I seriously do NOT WANT to put the computer in SAFE MODE
Even downloading anti-spyware removal DOESN'T WORK. BITCH DOESN'T LET THE PROGRAMS OPEN D:< I need Photoshop!

Onto the happy stuff!
Me and rebecs_wife went to town, and OMG she bought me the MOST CUTTEST CHAPSTICKS SHAPED AS MILKSHAKES WITH FACES AND ALL THAT SHIT 8D ♥

Ugh I seriously want to use Microsoft Word, I need to write that pairing *pulls Sam face* I think I will upload that moodtheme up if I can~

So started to watch SUPERNATURAL SEASON 3. AH god Seriously I should of been sketching;; I feel so bloody crap tonight in my body. PERIOD I HATE BEING A GIRL SOMETIMES D:<

Oh man I have spent the last hour or so, looking for a good desktop. XD then my damn brain kicked in and this shit happened:

OH YEAH DEAN AND SAM ARE HUNTING THE 'RE-CHAN GHOST' BITCH 8D

Since I looked at nosferatu_chan 's journal entry, I now have to do this!

→ Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
→ Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
→ Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!



1. I had to make a new computer account, and LOL I named it 'Juicy Records' FANDOM FTW!
2. I thought it would be great for the LULZ to have some 'FAKE DESKTOP' for this account!
3. I like the font? 8D *fail*
4. I'm too hooked into my own damn fandom 'Summer's Rain'
5. Uh Shinji told me to do it? LOLOL


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Oh god I finally finished the February CG for the SR calendar *cries in joy* First time linearting and CGing proper bitches! I spent over 5 hours on it 8D;;

I'll give a little preview of it! HAHA 8D SO DAMN colorful ♥ 1 down and only 4 to go!

LOL HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINJI! YOUR 26 TODAY 8D~ HAHA ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY HANGOVER >8D *smiles*

Ugh I did a VIRUS scan, then it said "You have to do a virus scan since you clicked off" FUCK SAKE IT WAS OFF.

Had that talk, he feels better. SO WHY THE FUCK DO I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE SHIT LOL

All I want to do is be with rebecs_wife right now, and this stupid program is making the internet go slow ugh.

I do not feel like putting on a damn smile right now, I feel like complete crap. But I'm glad to hear he is feeling better. and fuck sake she had A RIGHT TO KNOW SHE IS GOING TO BE FAMILY

UGH JUST FUCK OFF RIGHT NOW

I want a damn bath, then I want to just get out today I DON'T REALLY GIVE A SHIT RIGHT NOW LAWL

All I want to do right now is fucking SCREAM

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF more money splashing out on damn anti virus shit D:< damn you expiring seriously!

JDJDKJDKJHWSOLJHQSOQSOIDUIHDFIHFOIFHIHFIAHDAOHFOFH

Okay someone seriously needs to kick my ass, and force me to draw

FJFHIGHIUFHOHFHF ITS NOVEMBER ALREADY
DEAR FRICKING GOD

Oh god I seriously need to sort out how do layouts and such, its messed up but I'm too tired to fix it right now. Haha I even downloaded a fricking moodtheme!

Oh man a whole day of SUPERNATURAL 8D

On another note I need to fix my damn glasses D:< Ugh I'll do it tomorrow while in town.

I need to kick my ass into gear and start the damn February sketch. COME ON DAMMIT HAND START DRAWING

LOL DEAN FACE EVERYWHERE

x- HAD MY ILLNESS, and been in hospital. OMFG THANK YOU SO MUCH MARKUSNANA FOR YOUR AMAZING KATO PIC 8D~ *dies happy*

OH YEAH HAPPY HALLOWEEN WHEEEE *hates it*



I GOT STUFF TO DO FOR THE SR CALENDAR WHEEEEE YAH~ /CONTEST

OH GOD WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN SATURDAY NIGHT?!? D:
FUCKING PERIOD STARTED THIS MORNING. EXPO TOMORROW FUCK IM GONNA BE SO ILL~ Uh the terrible thing is I HAVE TO SERIOUSLY go.

OH MAN I will be high on painkillers tomorrow and mostly will cry for no fucking reason
AT LEAST I TOOK MY PILL IN TIME TODAY D: <


UGH UGHHHHHH~ The rest of the day I'm just gonna sit around till its time to go, feeling so ill

I NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE MY MIND OFF IT

OH WATCHED SAW III WITH JACK LAST NIGHT LOL NOT THAT BAD SERIOUSLY~ THE WORST WAS WITH JIGSAW COUGHING UP A PILE OF BLOOD D: <

I hate feeling so shaky, does anyone else feel shaky and cold/hot when they have their period???

I'm gonna have a bath, then have to do chores....after that I might try and draw something. Oh fuck I feel so ill today


OH YES EXPO TOMORROW YAY

FIREFOX STOPPED WORKING ON MY COMPUTER ACCOUNT
MADE A NEW ONE IT WORKS OTL

UGH GONNA HAVE TO MOVE STUFFFS TO MAH NEW ACCOUNT ON THE COMP BITCHIN

OMFGGG FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF SERIOUSLY OCTOBER ARE YOU SERIOUS?! NEXT WEEKEND IS THE EXPO?!?! *freaking out mode please*
UGGGGGGHH SERIOUSLY????!? : 0 SHIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
*needs to doodle stuff* AND DHKDHKEKNXXFUDRHJFGJHHKIDHGHF TROY BAKER OMG~ HAHAHA NDJLKJDLHD I knew I played New Blood for a reason LOLOLOLOL

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH

Oh man work today, since I missed out yesterday during to the *cough* thing *cough*


UGHH THIS SONG GET'S STUCK IN MY HEAD~ "Log off log off and we shall be done"


Please say when I go to work they will KNOW my name, UGHHHHH